Break away...

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window

Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me

Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway


Thats exactly how I feel living in this small town.
I have had enough of this place. It has given me a lot but I guess I need more experience and better one too.
Because this place has given me my share of happiness and heartbreaks, I don't think I will ever be able to forget this place but I want to forget the rules that this place has taught me. I want to forget the rules and fly away. I want to unlearn gravity which keeps pulling me down. Its time I fly.
I have a dream. The only dream that I have ever seen. I want to get into IIM-A. I want to pursue this dream now and this is all I want to do. I want put everything aside and chase my dream, my only dream.
I don't belong here. I want to break away... 

Circle of Love

It just occurred to me that in life or I should say, this world, nothing is linear.
I was going through a bad phase of life, a really sad one. I lost a very dear friend of mine. I miss him.
But, it is only in such adversities that people happen to grow and become wise. Mine is just another such case.
I just realized that, human relationships are very complicated and what makes them complicated is expectations. When you expect and you don't get it, you start to feel negative about the concerned person and later yourself. But, you know whatever goes around, comes around.
This is my new lesson. When love goes around, it will come around. There may be a chance, that it may not come through the channel you expected it to come from. I have been angry with a friend for a while now. Lets call this friend X. X thinks that he is a very charming person and can get anything from you whenever he wants. He is cute and he knows it.
X always takes help from me and never bothers to help me in return. And I had literally started hating this fact until today, when I realized that there are people who help me and I am never able to return it to them. But this is how it goes. The whole thing is not linear, its a circle. A Circle of LOVE. Your help will go around, and someday come around, through a channel you were not even counting on.
So, next time a mean friend happens to come to you for help, don't refuse. Somethings don't vanish in the air. They always come back through other friends. Have faith.
And there was this other thing, loving someone is never a waste. Keep loving, b'coz its not a linear process. You might not recieve love from the person you love, but do not lie in despair. Look out, there are other people who love you. Keep looking, I have a sneeky suspision that "when you reach out for someone with one of your hands, someone is atleast bound to catch the other one".
Thats what I call the Circle of Love.
P.S. This blog is dedicated to all my friends, who reached out for my hand, when I had lost all hope. Thank you people, you guys saved my soul and my heart.