A review of the last few days...

I hope that the phase of negativity in my life has finally passed to give way to some sun shine.
I don't know if anyone is interested in knowing this but I am doing great. I have my mood swings but its still fine. They don't last too long and will hopefully be gone once I am over this exam anxiety.

A lot has happened in the last few days. I had a crush.I mistook it to be love. I did a lot of silly things. And during this long time, what left me in awe was how I could still be silly even after having supposedly stepped out of my teen age a while ago.

Talking about awe, I am totally awe struck by things that life has been showing me in the last few days. I witness something everyday that leaves me feeling actually ALIVE. I am not much a fun-loving person. I love to dance in my room when no one is watching but I certainly don't dance when my friends are out there shaking a leg. I don't even like social gatherings a lot. So, I don't really feel alive a lot times a day on a normal day. But, these days, it different. I end up enjoying myself at the end of the day even when things are not at their best. Simply love the way things are going.

Faith and belief have played their part in the transition. It is perhaps a "someone's watching over me" belief that has got me going. I am glad that it happened. I believe in a guardian angel now. He is certainly watching over me and he is doing his job well.